Ready to Fire

    ‘Ready to Fire : How India ans I survived the ISRO Spy Case’ by Nambi Narayan and Arun Ram is an autobiographical account of the famous ISRO Spy Case that came into the limelight in 1994.  S. Nambi Narayan was a scientist, closely associated with the liquid propulsion engine and cryogenic engine for the polar satellite launch vehicle popularly known as PSLV series of rockets that carried and established a number of satellites in space for the Indian Govt.

    The book gives an account of the life of Nambi Narayan from a college student to joining ISRO as a young scientist with just a B. Tech degree, later getting a higher degree from prestigious Princeton University in USA and his journey thereafter. India had been using solid propulsion engines till then. Nambi Narayan ushered in a new era by introducing liquid propulsion engine which he named Vikas engine. To change from solid to liquid propulsion was a battle in itself which he has very well described in the book. The technology was obtained from France where Indian Scientists headed by Namby Narayan worked in collaboration with French space agency by moving to Vernon, France and working there for few years, and learning the technology. An Indian businessman named Kanwal Grover in France was of immense help to them in France.

    He had very high regard for Vikram Sarabhai, Satish Dhawan, and UR Rao who headed ISRO in succession.  He was a junior to APJ Abdul Kalam who was working on solid propulsion engines. He got the technology of cryogenic engines from Russia despite opposition from the USA. 

    As per him, the entire ISRO Spy Case was a story built up by the Intelligence Bureau of India, to thwart the plans of ISRO to get cryogenic engine technology. An IB Joint Director named Ratan Sehgal was caught being in touch with  CIA  agents at USA Embassy in New Delhi. Ratan Sehgal was later asked to put up his voluntary retirement papers and 'let go'.   Ratan Sehgal, MK Dhar, RB Sreekumar (at one time Commandant CISF at VSSC Trivandrum), all from IB, with help from Kerla Police created this 'Spy' case.  The case was transferred to CBI and they found the case to be false. But it took almost four years to finally close the case by the Supreme Court of India. 

    The book is very interesting to read. Two stories one, of Namby Narayan starting from his childhood and the second, of Spy Case run parallel in each chapter. Namby Narayan has regretted that his own boss Kasturirangan did not stand by him when he (Nambi Narayan) was under arrest and investigation. Six people to name, Satish Dhawan, TN Seshan, UR Rao, Yash Pal R Narsimha and S Chandershekhar wrote an open letter to Govt of India swearing by the innocence of Nambi Narayan. 

    I have also read the book 'Open Secrets' written by MK Dhar where he has mentioned this case briefly in one chapter. He retired shortly thereafter when the case was transfected to CBI. 

    It is indeed a good book to read about this case and know the man, Nambi Narayan. He was awarded Padam Bhushan in 2019. 

Fractured Freedom

 

    Featured Freedom is a prison memoir written by Kobad Ghandhy who spent almost ten years as an undertrial in various jails in India. 

    Born in an affluent Parsi family he had everything one could ask for. His father was a CA in Glaxo India. He was sent to Doon School where his classmates included Sanjay Gandhy, Kamal Nath, and Navin Patnaik. After passing out of Doon School in 1963 he joined St Stephens College, Delhi. He studied Economics and passed out in 1967. He was sent to England to learn Chartered Accountancy. The racial discrimination by Britsh forced him to abandon his studies and join the struggle against casteism, inequalities, and social injustice.  He was deeply influenced by Marxism. 

    In India, he worked with Dalits and slum dwellers in Mumbai, Nagpur, and other such places. He did come in touch with Maoists and other radical elements but his work was largely devoted to getting justice for marginal communities. He married a co-worker Sudha and both of them took the decision not to have children, lest it causes obstruction to their work. Where else one could find such devotion? They worked with Dalits and Tribals in Tribal areas of Maharashtra and in Bastar region of Chhatisgarh. His wife died in 2008 while working for tribals in Bastar region. 

    He was picked up by police from Delhi and sent to Tihar Jail where he spent nearly nine years. Giving details of prison conditions he gives out details about how all kinds of rules are flouted by prison authorities and prisoners are mentally tortured by denials of basic authorised amenities. He was acquitted in most of the cases that came up for hearing in the courts. Having earned his freedom in 2019, he still has ten more cases pending against him. In Tihar Jail, in High-Risk Ward he had the chance to meet, Afzal Guru, Nirbhaya rapists, politicians like Chautala, Sudheendha Kulkarni, Dons from UP, Khalistanis and Islamist terrorists and Maoists. He appeared to have disillusioned with Maoists whom he compares with Mafia. 

    Why did he choose such a life? He says, "Well I don't really know; with the comforts we had been used to, it would have been far easier to settle down with all the inherited wealth. But then, when I think again, would that have given us happiness? Anu (his wife) was such a natural, honest person she could have never compromised with her convictions. And I would never have been comfortable in the corporate world of greed. So, communism seemed the answer for both of us."   

    He is quite an intellectual. Towards the end, he has reflected on life, our past, future, Happiness, Democracy, and Freedom. That part of the book gives out his outlook on life and Indian Democracy. 

    Overall a readable book. 

        

 

Everything is F*cked

       Everything is F*cked is a wonderful book written by Mark Manson. This is his second book. His first book was The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck. Both the books are on my reading list. I should have read his first book first.

The book starts with the story of Witold Pilacki, a war hero from Poland, who fought to see a better world. He lived and died to see a better world or his country a better place to live. He goes on from Paradoxes of the world progress to our internal conflicts between Thinking brain and Feeling brain. He compares these two brains to two passengers of a Clown  Car where both are in conflict with each other and one thinking brain being the driver being continuously heckled by feeling brain . He derives three laws of emotion based on Newton’s three laws of motion.

A particular chapter that I found very fascinating is how to create your own religion. Six steps are:- 1. Sell hope to the hopeless; 2. Chose your religion out of Spiritual, Ideological and Interpersonal religions; 3. Promptly invalidate all criticism or outside questioning; 4. Create ritual sacrifice for dummies; 5. Promise heaven , deliver hell; 6. Prophet for profit. This kind of model fits well for all kinds of religions , sects and neo-sects here in India and elsewhere.  He goes on describing growth of humans from child to adolescents and to adults and their priorities on pleasure and principles. All along various chapter he discusses the theories of various philosophers like Nietzsche, Kant and others. He goes on discuss how we all suffer varied degrees of pain and on the scale of ten a happy person generally hovers around at seven. Pain is inevitable but suffering is choice. Our quality of life is determined by the quality of our character which is in relation with our pain. To deny ourselves the ability to feel pain for a purpose is deny purpose in our life at all. Real freedom is living with less which requires less energy to achieve joy and victory over desires. 

In the end he dares to hope to see the world , where people are seen always as ends, where people see pitfalls of their desires, where people will demand something better for themselves first before  demanding from the world, where information will be worth something, where catastrophes of climate change is mitigated if not outright prevented. 

He sees hope in Artificial Intelligence which he hopes will, manufacture significant things without conflict, truly of help to mankind and who knows one day we will become integrated with machines themselves. Maybe One-Day we will cross the evolutionary bridge into “Something greater” and cease to be human any longer. 

Overall an interesting book. Worth a read. 230 pages which I read and mulled over in few sittings over two days. 

Witness to Blunder

     Witness to Blunder is written by Col Ashfaq Hussain of the Pakistan Army. It gives an account of Kargil misadventure by the Pakistan Army. Col Ashfaq Hussain served as Deputy Director of ISPR in 5 Corps in Karachi. 

    The book is more of a personal account and opens with usual Pak propaganda about partition and Kashmir issue. He claims to have interviewed many serving and retired officers. He has given stories of Pakistan Officers and Jawans who died in Kargil and were honoured with gallantry awards. He has also given account of the coup that took place thereafter in which Nawaz Shrief was dethroned by General Parvez Musharraf.  

    The book gives out details of planning by just four Generals and execution of the plan. There were no clear-cut objectives. The civilian Government was totally kept in dark about the whole plan. When discovered and heavily outnumbered and outgunned by Indian Army the troops were left to fend for themselves. Most of them died fighting it out. 

    The book does not bring out the backlash that was suffered by General Parvez Musharraf from the Pak Army. In fact, the book From Kargil to The Coup by Nasim Zehra is better and gives vivid details of that. The author was present at Karachi airport and organised the address to nation by General Pervez Musharraf. As per him, General was a bit nervous when recording the address. 

    Overall an average book. Good to read by soldiers who want to have a view from the other side of the hill.